Confi in my Bed by Teresita Blanco

Confi in my bed 
by Teresita Blanco

I lie confi in my bed

Awaiting time,

Wasting time,

Its slips away…

I lie confi in my bed

Wasting away

In a far world,

Were only word

Says who you are.

Why do they care? 

If whom you are

Is the truth

That I have muster.

I lie confi in my bed

Awaiting his return,

To show us how to turn

Our lives from crime.

I cry for the dead

I’ll soon be dead,

In time.

I lie confi in my bed

For it is comfort,

The only thing

I can muster

Aside from pain,

 It’s our way

To escape this world.

I lie confi in my bed

Waiting For the arrival…

When he arrives

The one true pain

Will Lift the cross

So I can feel again.

I lie confi in my bed

Waiting for war,

The art of tyrants

The heartless soul,

Which is worst

Than a demon’s laugh.

I can still see…

I can still breathe!!

Beyond this barricades,

Isn’t strange?

This paradox.

Just for now

Let me fly,

From this sea

I won’t die..!

I lie confi in my bed

Releasing one true hate

From my world today;

I lie…

Confi in my bed

Of feathers,

 I long for

The one true hope,

The Meaning of fate,

I now know, that

Our feeble will

no longer 

Matters at all.

For it won’t matter,

For the world…

If I am alive

Or dead!

And For this reason,

I lie confi in my bed.

Editor's Note: This was my first major success. It is well received by anyone who hears it. I frankly do not think I ever written a better poem. Its among the last poems from Volume one. I wrote this one (as the title states) while lying 'confi in my bed.


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Description: One Super Depressing Poems • About: This poem is about my struggles to fall asleep or something of the sort • Accountable Person: Fernando Blanco • Author: Teresita Blanco • Awards: None • Content Location: poems • Content Rating: 5 • Contributor: Fernando Blanco • Copyright Holder: Teresita Blanco • Copyright Year: 2012 • Creator: Teresita Blanco • Editor: Fernando Blanco • Genre: Sad • Headline: Confi in my Bed by Teresita Blanco • Keywords: confi in my bed, copyright, death, demons, fate, hate, heartless, hope, matter, meditation, memory, opus magnus, original, paradox, poems, spirit, teresita blanco, time, war.cross, world  • Mentions: Beds • Provider: Me • Publisher: Phi Stars • Publishing Principles: Teresita Blanco • Source Organization: Phi Stars • Version: 7 • Item Reviewed: Poems • Review Rating: 5 •